March 24, 2011
13. No test yet
In years gone by, if I was at 15dpo without my period I’d be cautiously optimistic. This time, not so much. I know that Crinone can delay my period, I know that Ovidrel could be delaying it. I know too much, yet not enough. I still haven’t tested. I can’t. I have cramps.
I’m scared that I’m not pregnant. I’m scared that I am pregnant. I’m scared I’m scared I’m scared of so so so so much…
All I know is, never again will I ever even have the *hope* that I’m pregnant, so I’m holding on for dear life.
Advertisement
SassyCupcakes said,
March 24, 2011 at 10:58 am
All my fingers are crossed and I’m hear waiting with you. *hug*
dawn said,
March 24, 2011 at 11:09 am
sky said,
March 24, 2011 at 5:50 pm
What a mindfuck.Holding my breath with you.
lutcass said,
March 24, 2011 at 6:17 pm
My goodness, it must be so overwhelming to know it’s a last time.
Fingers very much crossed.
JessPond said,
March 24, 2011 at 7:16 pm
Hoping HARD for you!
Bea said,
March 24, 2011 at 10:26 pm
We are all in suspense. Though I am sure you are feeling it most. Wishing and hoping…
Bea